Bare with me
There is a moment in one's life, or several, where one's habitual neuroticism passes a threshold, and one feels the need then to release it and let it poison everyone else.
This threshold has been passed. Frankly, it has been surpassed.
So now, I must make the rest of the world suffer. Not out of any malice, but simply as a release for myself. And I pray it makes you stronger.
Perhaps by the end of this blog, my mind will have morphed into something more sensible, and at that point, I will change this blog's theme to reflect that. But in the meantime, let it be dark and moody and neurotic. I will give this neuroticism a flavor, and I will have all of you taste it with me.
So bare with me... (and perhaps a deep breath here is appropriate)